11:11

When you’re too hung up on something/ someone, all the fun is sucked out of you. Your thoughts and actions all revolve around that particular person and it’s hard to just talk to you… you know, about stuff. I am being unfair if I were to say I don’t think things would change at all in the next year. You were there for me when I was at my lowest and I am forever grateful to Allah for you. And don’t deny it, we both know we’re growing apart now. and I know the blame can’t be put on you because I have not been the best company. It breaks my heart to see you doing what you’re doing now because I can imagine what you’re going through. It has to be worse than what I went through because for you, you’re left to wonder what could have been. But you’re a good girl and I don’t want to see anything bad happen to you. Not that I don’t trust that you can take care of yourself but life is full of deceit (is that the right word? i’m seriously asking you). I love you and I am very proud of you. Finally I see improvements and I am really happy when you’ve taken a big step by shifting your attention on someone else.

I guess you’d know this is for you when you read this.

Lots of love